night time triggers the landmines

Tue, 09 Jan 2007 21:18:39 GMT

I need to go back to school. Home is just not the same. People are moving on and following their own paths and it's getting difficult to watch them go. Part of growing up I suppose.

Five days until I depart, let's see what it brings me.

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 05:38:21 GMT

Listen to plaid and four tet. My night was boring and uneventful.

Still here, yep. Still can't shake it. O well.

Mon, 11 Apr 2005 22:58:42 GMT

is it me or is this picture a big innuendo?

Tue, 01 Mar 2005 02:55:53 GMT

once again i believe that we are going to have school due to hspas. i have to give my presentation and i'm not ready at all. o well.

yea im really cold

Thu, 24 Feb 2005 23:45:21 GMT

i bet we're gonna have school tomorrow

Wed, 23 Feb 2005 01:58:53 GMT

i really hate these bands *cough cough tygb bank robbers etc etc etc* that think they are going to get signed and make their livings off of music when the popular genre changes so quickly most of the bigger bands are never heard from again. these people dont pay any attention to education after highschool because they think their band is going to carry them through life. i bet alot of those hair metal assholes from the 80's thought their band was going to last forever. now they're pumping gas because they have no education. well at least i know i'll have a good laugh when i have a nice home and they live in a 1 bedroom 10x12 apartment.

in other news this weekend was decent. could have been better but also could have been worse. i wish it didnt snow and i didnt have a 45 minute long presentation to work on but o well such is life.

Fri, 11 Feb 2005 20:27:46 GMT

You Are A Romantic Realist

You are more romantic than 50% of the population.

You tend to be grounded when it comes to romance.
Sure, you can fall hard... but only for someone you've gotten to know.
And once you're in love, you can be a total romantic goofball...
But you'd never admit it to your friends!

Are You Romantic or Realistic?

Tue, 01 Feb 2005 02:30:09 GMT

on 2 occasions people made plans and did not include me over the weekend. its not like they were exclusive either. i guess im just undesirable? when i asked why they didnt call me they just shrugged and blew me off. maybe i should go back to being anti social. i think i was happier then.

i cant wait til college where i can get away from this shit.

Tue, 01 Feb 2005 00:44:14 GMT

good weekend.
friday: had lock in for peer leadership. was there from 11-6 and it kinda sucked. only good aprt was wallyball at 4 in the morning. afterwards scott and i got golden bell. there was a very angry man in there who used the word fuck a bunch of times and it made me laugh

saturday: got home and took a shower then watched some tv. fell into a semi sleep for about an hour or 2 then helped with my sisters bday party. went to the roller rink from 2-430. megan and sara met up with me and we skated and had a good time. went back to the house and ate and played scrabble. i love the game but i'm terrible at it and have really shitty luck. i lost really bad but o well. i was up for a while after that but finally fell asleep at around 1 or 2 after being awake for about 40 hours. fun.

sunday: woke up around 10 maybe by the gf. we kinda layed around for a while but then decided to s a movie. saw finding neverland which was a great movie. kinda sad but good. she had to go home after which made me sad but i was alright. went home and just kinda relaxed for the rest of the night and played some ddr because im a nerd.

monday: school the home. i have a child dev project which im doing a shitty job on but i dont care. calc quiz tomorrow. i need a good grade.

i dont like fake people. if someone doesnt like me just tell me. hxc sikora knows lol.

thats all.

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 19:52:04 GMT

decent weekend. got a snow day which is always fun. i tried studying calc and got something acomplished. then studied bio, i might do alright. monday i woke up with a really bad headache and kinda just layed around. i had to miss sledding with katrina which made me sad but i'll make it up to her. megan couldnt come over either which was upsetting but once again i'll deal.

today i felt crappy again but i went to school anyway. child development was easy and peer leadership was making a collage about me so it was simple. tomorrow i have calc and latin so i need to study. need sleep tonight i'm still feeling kinda sick.

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 19:25:53 GMT

ugh i'm depressed again
i can't do anything right

Thu, 20 Jan 2005 21:18:04 GMT

You scored as Musical/Rhythmic. You are sensitive to sounds in your environment, enjoy music and prefer listening to music when you study or read. You learn best through melody and music. People like you include singers, conductors, composers, and others who appreciate the various elements of music.

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Musical/Rhythmic

86%

Intrapersonal

79%

Interpersonal

75%

Verbal/Linguistic

75%

Logical/Mathematical

61%

Visual/Spatial

46%

Bodily/Kinesthetic

36%

The Rogers Indicator of Multiple Intelligences
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school is school. theres not gonna be a snow day on monday which doesnt faze me at all.

stolen quiz

Tue, 18 Jan 2005 00:02:47 GMT

--What time it is now? 6:38

Name: Alexander Roy Bertelsen

-- Birth date: 8/26/87
-- Birthplace: freehold at centra state
-- Current Location: howell
-- Eye Color: blue
-- Hair Color: blond
-- Righty or Lefty: right
-- Zodiac Sign: virgo

-----------------DESCRIBE------------------
-- The shoes you wore today: brown old man slippers
-- The clothes you wore today: jeans and a crappy shirt thats kept me warm
-- Your fears: heights, losing my family, losing my friends
-----------------WHAT IS------------------
-- Your most overused phrase on: idk i have alot
-- Your thoughts first waking up: want sleep
-- The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: personality, eyes, face
-- Your best physical feature: eyes and sometimes my hair. maybe my personality because i can be funny sometimes
-- Your bedtime: usually around 11:30 or 12 unless i'm into a book
-- Your most missed memory: childhood

-----------------YOU PREFER------------------
-- Pepsi or coke: coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King: McD
-- Single or group dates: depends on our mood
-- Adidas or Nike: adidas
-- Chocolate or vanilla: chocolate
-- Cappuccino or coffee: coffee
-- Thongs or Panties: haha i just found out this might be a girls quiz

-----------------DO YOU------------------
-- Smoke: no
-- Cuss: i try to cut down
-- Take a shower everyday: only at night
-- Have a crush(es): =)
-- Do you think you've been in love?: yes
-- Want to go to college: yes
-- Want to get married: yes
-- Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: no
-- Believe in yourself: for the most part
-- Get motion sickness: no
-- Think you're attractive: depends on my mood
-- Think you're a health freak: a little
-- Get along with your parents: with my dad yes, i'm not saying anything about my mom
-- Like thunderstorms: only in summer
-- Play an instrument: bass

------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID:/:HAVE YOU--------------
-- Drank alcohol: no
-- Smoke(d): no
-- Done a drug: no
-- Have Sex: no
-- Made Out: yes
-- Go on a date: we dont go out on dates really. maybe idk we like sleeping=)
-- Go to the mall: yea
-- Eaten sushi: i wish
-- Been on stage: no
-- Been dumped: nope
-- Gone skating: no
-- Made homemade cookies: sometimes i help megan
-- Been in love: yes
-- Dyed your hair: no
-- Stolen anything: no

-----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------
-- Flown on a plane: no
-- Missed school because it was raining?: no
-- Told a guy/girl that you liked them?: yes
-- Cried during a Movie?: no
-- Ever thought an animated character was hot?: um no
-- Had an imaginary friend: no
-- Been on stage?: in 2nd grade
-- Cut your hair: yes
-- Had crush on a teacher?: a couple times yea
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing?: yea but nothing exciting happened
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: no
-- Been caught: no thank god
-- Been called a tease: no
-- Gotten beaten up?: no
-- Been in a fight: not a fist fight
-- Shoplifted: when i was 7 i think i took something really small from some store. i kinda forget now.

-----------------THE FUTURE------------------
-- Age you hope to be married: sometime in my 20's
--Numbers and Names of Children: 2-3 kids. boy-trent and girl-emily
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: i dont have one
-- How do you want to die?: in my sleep? i dont know i want to be surprised =)
-- What do you want to be when you grow up?: vet
-- What country would you most like to visit?: norway

-----------------OPPOSITE SEX------------------
-- Best eye color: green, brown, or mix
-- Best hair color: brown or black
-- Short or long hair: depends on the girl
-- Best height: nothing too tall or too short
-- Best weight: no preference i guess
-- Best first date location: idk
-- Best first kiss location: anywhere there is privacy

-----------------NUMBER OF-----------------
-- Number of Boyfriends/girlfriend: 1
-- Number of kisses you've given: a bunch
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: not too many
-- Number of CDs that I own: maybe like 40 or so. i only buy cd's of bands i really like
--Number of LPs that I own: more then cd's bc of mine and my parents collections combined. more people should listen to records. it shows character
-- Number of piercings: zero
-- Number of tattoos: zero
-- Number of times my name has
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: a good number i guess. i feel guilt easily

----------------FAVORITES------------------
-- Shampoo: head and shoulders bc i got bad dry scalp :-/
-- Fav Color: green, not lime green like these other assholes just plain green or a forest green
-- Day/Night: night
-- Summer/Winter: summer!
-- Lace or Satin: no preference?
-- Fave Cartoon Character: roy from the simpsons!
-- Fave Food: dont have one
-- Fave Movies: star wars, goodfellas, casino, the godfather part 1 and 2, clerks, etc.
-- Fave sport: tae kwon do i guess?

----------------RIGHT NOW------------------
-- Wearing: jeans and crappy warm shirt. and old man slippers
-- Drinking: nothing
-- Thinking about: study for bio
-- Listening to: the juliana theory

---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------
-- Cried: no
-- Worn jeans: yea
-- Met someone new online: no
-- Done laundry: i dont remember.
-- Drove a car: yes
-- Talked on the phone: yes

---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN--------------
-- Yourself: at times
-- Your friends: most of them, no. a select few, yes
-- Santa Claus: no
-- Tooth Fairy: no
-- Destiny/Fate: Yes
-- Angels: yes
-- Ghosts: yes
-- UFO's: theres gotta be something out there
-- God: yes

--------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------
-- Do you ever wish you had another name?: maybe a new last name
-- Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: yes
-- Do you like anyone?: yes
-- Which one of your friends acts the most like you?: nobody i dont think. maybe katrina bc i think we're alot alike
-- Who have you known the longest of your friends?: sara and matt
-- Are you close to any family member?: cousin matt
-- Who do you hang around the most?: megan and katrina and sara when shes around
-- When have you cried the most: i dont know. maybe when my dog ollie died
-- What's the best feeling in the world?: love
-- Worst Feeling?: depression, lonliness

this weekend was really good. meet the fockers was funny. dont feel like typing too much. um midterms in a week? o well.

random quiz

Fri, 14 Jan 2005 02:58:36 GMT

You're Gretta Cohn and you play cello for Cursive.

Which member of Cursive are you?
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i love gretta shes amazing.

the women on saddle creek=good.

Fri, 14 Jan 2005 02:21:40 GMT

today was really good because it was so nice outside.

i wore shorts today and it made me happy.

school was kinda boring. nothing too special happened.

stayed after school then went adventuring, not really. just kinda drove around enjoying the weather.

tonight i rode home with the windows open and listening to rilo kiley and i smiled because its warm.

trying to find something to do tomorrow and looking foward to saturday.

thats all for now unless i think of something else.

I'm happy with this result

Mon, 10 Jan 2005 21:13:54 GMT

You scored as Indie. Indie.

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Indie

92%

Emo & More

83%

Indie Rock

67%

Britpop

42%

Classic Rock.

38%

Punk and Pop Punk.

29%

Ska

29%

Industrial

25%

Mainstream

21%

Country

13%

Hardcore

13%

Hip Hop and Rap

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today was alright. i was tired because i stayed up and watched american history x. good movie. our hamlet movie came out good, many funny parts. got a bio quiz and i really need to study for it because its hard stuff. not much else happened today, its been kinda bland.

bear is safe. i hope yellow is having a good time.

Sun, 09 Jan 2005 20:10:09 GMT

i havent updated in about a month but thats ok. friday night i felt like going out. i was going to go see a movie with zak but i had no money so i decided to go to the mall. saw syd and her people and felt like i was in middle school. then i saw katrina who made me happy and we went to barnes and noble to look at books. yesterday i had to be jewish and go to a bat mitzvah but i didn't mind because i like temple. after the ceremony the party was at the hyatt and i was entertained. megan slept over and i was content. this morning i woke up kind of irritable and in about an hour i need to go to andreas to do a group project.

i wish megan was here right now. i miss her more than i usually do. i'm feeling kind of sad and i'm not enjoying it. next weekend will be better i suppose.

Fri, 10 Dec 2004 20:35:50 GMT

i love the goodlife. tim kasher is the man.

school is boring. i love megan. thats it for now.

i need an icon for this journal.

1st entry

Sat, 04 Dec 2004 17:50:12 GMT


megan is love
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I have changed my journal, even though it all looks the same. still got the blood brothers theme and all that but the name has changed. thats about it for now.